July 4, 2011

It's Over

Sir and I attended another BDSM camp event together. It was just the two of us this time. This event is known for being more on the wild side and very sexual.

I'm not going to go into the details, but things came to a head. Sir and I hadn't been meshing very well for quite some time. Our interests and desires differ somewhat and I had unresolved trust issues. He had done some things in the past that I felt were unsafe, and he just didn't "get it" when I tried to explain this to him. He understood what he was saying, but had no desire to change.

Bottom line is that I went home a day early and we agreed that there was nothing left to be done. It was over between us. We are all still good friends, and I care about him, but it's just not worth it. I do feel sad despite this. We had been together for a year and a half. But I know it's for the best.


DauntlessVitality said...

I'm sorry to hear that, yet it sounds like it is for the best. When the trust has been broken and is gone, it is very hard to continue to move forward. I wish you the best and my thoughts are with you as you move past this situation.


k!nkyNurse said...

Thank you DV.

NP Odyssey said...

Sometimes it is best to move in a new direction.