Feeling the Love

My hormones must be acting up. Ordinarily I’m not a very moody kind of person. But my moods DO fluctuate much like most people I’m sure. For the past couple of days, I’ve been in this really sappy lovey dovey kind of mood. Seriously, I’m loving everyone right now.

Well, except my boss. He’s two months behind on my annual evaluation, thus 2 months behind on my raise. And not my cable company. They’ve done jacked the rates up one too many times. And not the satellite company I’m trying to set up services with. So far, their customer service sucks.

But really, I’m loving most everyone right now. I told my cousin how she is the greatest thing ever and how she is going to be this amazing mother, and how she should never doubt herself because she is just fabulous and how I’m so proud of her. I hugged my son so tight today and damn near started crying because I love him so much. I thought of my husband and wonder how the hell did I ever get so lucky to have such an amazing man like him in my life. I almost hugged my lawyer I was so overcome with gratitude for all his help (I refrained, I’m not a very huggy person except to those I’m really close to). I keep having this overwhelming urge to tell my Sir “I love you”. I do love him, but those words have not been spoken between us and I’m not sure that’s something either him or my husband is ready to hear. My puppy has been annoying the crap out of me lately, but today, I hugged her in a moment of “I’m so glad you’re here, I love you, and I’m so sorry I yelled at you for eating your poop!”

Usually I complain about being moody. Usually when I’m moody, I’m in a cranky sort of mood. But this lovey dovey sappy mood? Other than the tears I shed thinking of how my teenage son is no longer that sweet innocent baby, it’s not so bad. Here’s to feeling the love!